Miscarriage

The saddest thing possible is about to happen the doctor told me. The fetus didn't have a heartbeat and only measured 6 weeks. The heartbeat should be able to be seen at week 4. No fetal pole. I know for a fact when my last period was and I know there is no chance that this pregnancy will last. I go in for another ultrasound next Monday to confirm. Then most likely they will preform a d/c. My heart is breaking and I am crying uncontrollably. I will be staying home from work today. Nobody need to be around this mess. Sandro is taking real good care of me.

Mac & Cheese

So I found a way that Sandro would allow me one main cravings Mac & Cheese. While it's still not the most healthiest of alternatives it tastes pretty darn good. It's Annie's Organic Mac and Cheese. All natural ingredients and nothing I can't pronounce. It has about half of the fat as the blue box Mac and cheese and takes only 10 minutes to make. I found it at Costco in bulk. :) It's not to far from the real thing and will cure my craving. Today is the first Dr's appointment. I hoping for good results. Hopefully we can see the baby's heartbeat today.