Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Today I feel...
Better. However, extremely gassy. :( All day I feel like I am hungover and I am on a boat ride. My head is throbbing throughout the day and then I feel grossed out about eating. Not sure what is up with that. I do have a lot of fears though and while it's okay to have fears I hate being such a worrier. I think what is really hard for me to swallow are all these people on the 1st trimester board that have lost their baby. I have read the statistics and there is a 10% chance I could miscarriage. This is the primary reason why I haven't told the family yet. But I am dieing to. I feel so alone while I go through these first few weeks. Sandro is there but he doesn't have any idea what types of things I think about or how to deal with my emotions. Since this baby is somewhat an unexpected miracle I feel like there is a greater chance that something could go wrong. I keep telling myself it meant to be it will be.
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